#65: 49th

Okay, suay or what?

#64: Pea Brain or Pee Brain?

Don't link the title with this post, it's 100% no link! HAHAHAHAHA!

Wooooo, went out with Amazon after school on Friday to Clarke Quay. We did filming for PP and I SLAPED INDAH! MUAHAHAHHAHA! Ok la, didn't really slap her, just a fake one. It was fun but something serious happen on the same day. Mani's group use my card to borrow all the equipments needed but one of the firewire is missing for the hamburger! OMFG! I wonder what RPRC will do to me cos the things are under my name. If they want us to pay, I AM NOT GOING TO PAY EVEN A CENT. The reason is very simple, because I didn't use it at all! So just ask the group who used it to pay for it. What can RPRC do to me anyway? Expel me? It's their responsibility not mine.


Went to eat Mac breakfast with JH in the morning. We ordered the $2.50 breakfast as usual but the auntie gave us 2 more hashbrown FOC! Awww, thanks auntie! PA LA PA PA PA~

Anyway went to eat with him at Central Waraku. As usual, I didn't finish my share. Teehee! Wanted to take some photos but aiya, lazy la! Haha. Just took some photos of the food. But sometimes I will forget to take cos I will just start eating when the food is served. Pig uh? LOL!






Ya, went to walk around CQ after eating. We just wander around cos we got no place to go. Actually we planned to go Cindy's work place there to drink but never cos don't want lor. Haha. In the end we just find a plce to sit down and do whatever shit there la. The weather last night was perfect for photo shooting! I should have ask Corr to go take photos together next time. The chirstmas decorations are up in most of the mall and I want to take photos of it! Haha! And maybe CNY decorations too!

We sat down for nearly 2 hours before leaving and it was nice. The ambience, weather, mood and all is PERFECT! I don't mind sitting there for the whole night actually. But that idiot mentioned 05 Oct and movie watching thingy. Damn it, why mention that day? KNS. Even though I don't really think of that incident nowadays but I will still feel sad and feel like crying whenever I think of it. Dumb ass!


I love wasting time with you..

P.S. Is it I'm thinking too much or what? Is my blog kena stalk by people? Wow, how scary and nice it is. And also, I didn't know my blog is sooooooooo world wide! LOL.

#63: Paranormal Activity VS Quarantine

These 2 are the worst movie ever made and seen. Everything is like WTF! No words can decribe these 2 fucking lousy movies!

There is totally no plot for Paranormal Activity(PA)! We just go into the cinema and watch how the couple live in the erm sort of haunted house? Basically just watch their daily life la! Went to watch PA with Amazon and we 2 were like chit-chatting at the back. He watched 5mins of PA at school and he told me it was freaky. But, AT WHICH PART OF THE MOVIE IS CONSIDERED AS FREAKY? It's so boring la! No plot, single dimension characters and scary sound effects. So you think it's freaky? LMAO! My classmate told me one of his friends can't sleep after watching PA but I slept for around 12hours last night. LOL

Another lousy movie ever made is Quarantine. Both movies are like first person POV, if I'm not wrong. Cos the charcter himself/herself is holding onto the camera and filming. But at least for Quarantine I know what is going on and there is sort of like an "aim" for it. The reporter wants to escape from the building in order to survive. I watched Quarantine with Fifi that time and both of us said it was BORINGGG!! But after watching PA, I finally realise what is consider as a TRUE BORING MOVIE! Quarantine is so much better than PA! Tsk, PA is just a waste of time and money. I rather use that amount of money to eat a good meal! TMD!!


And I went to watch Jennifer's Body with Amazon last week. It's quite nice, no harm watching. For those guys who love Megan Fox's hot body, you should watch it. And for girls who hate her hot body, you should also go and watch it. I rather spend my money on Jennifer's Body than that sucky PA. It's really nice, it freak me out more than PA. PA makes me sleep!! I find the story of Jennifer's Body quite original cos I don't think such movie was made before it.

Amazon surprised me by giving me a small Ferrero Rocher bouquet. I was like HUH?! when he says he got thing to give me. Cos yesterday is not any special day and our special day is on next week not yesterday! Haha. And ya, I still don't dare to take it out to put on my table. Later my mum say me again, tsk. I realise the things he gave me are all FOOD! First, 2 Kinder Joy. Second, Hello Kitty PEZ Candy. Now, Ferrero Rocher. Eh you think I'm a pig is it?! SHIT YOU! :D



HUMANS, DON'T WATCH PARANORMAL ACTIVITY! NEVER!

#62: It's all about me!

Don't know why I decided to spam this post with my photos. K LA I ZILIAN OK? LOL. But sometimes I'll be super lazy to upload photos here cos IT'S DAMN LAGGYYYYYYY!! Facebook is much more user friendly! =D

And ya, my MSN 8.0 cocked up. So now I'm using the new version of Messenger Plus! which is 9.0. Don't really like the layout but no choice! Downloaded a new skin for it and it makes me feel like it's CNY everyday!! Amazon and I are using the same skin but I think this skin is too girlish for him. Too bad, he just wants to copy me! HAHA! He bought me a transparent Hello Kitty PEZ candy from Giant. It's super chio man! I wanted to buy Melody one but it's in pink and I HATE PINK! So he bought the Kitty one which is red!


Congrats to Liew Zheng Hao on becoming the new Mr. SIT for 09/10!! And and, last night was the first time he chat with me first!! OMG! So happy now. Awww, my prince charming. LOL! He keep asking me to join the Miss STA thingy but I DON'T WANT. Eh I confirm win one. CHEYYYY, NO LA! I shy uh, paiseh and I know there are girls that are better looking than me in STA. So, too bad Mr. SIT, you can't force me!! Cheers!












Am I very skinny?

#61: Contrast

I'm a human with lots and lots of contrast. The 2 songs below clearly shows my contrast. I like different genres of songs that is very different from my characteristic and appearance. I love J-Rock, heavy metal and more. I also like those super sweet, funky, sad love Jap songs. But, I totally don't look like someone who really LOVES J-Rock. It's not a must that people who love J-Rock should dress like one. And ya, I listen mostly to Jap songs. I love J-Rock bands like X-JAPAN, alice nine and more.

And shit you, one of my classmates say I look like P6, another say I look like P4. =.=
Went out with Amanda and Cor on Halloween night. We bought the devil horn headband and Amanda says I'm more suitable for such toy. LOL! Eh, I don't look like I'm 18 meh?!?!



Kay, another contrast is between CCK and Tamp! =D

A Series of Unfortunate Events.

Both of our grandma passed away and left us. I know how you feel now and now I can understand how you felt when my grandma left me. It's the same feeling.

05 Oct 2009, my grandma left me.
Now, 24 Oct 2009, your grandma left you.

You can cry all you want. But don't forget, her blood is still flowing in your body. She's always with you okay? After crying, you must be strong and move on. Like what I've did, burried myself in relationship and works so that I won't keep thinking of her. You can think of her occasionally and cry but after that you must continue what you're suppose to do. The first few weeks is the worst but once you've gone through that period, everything will be fine.

So next time, we can miss our grandma together and cry together!❤

And ya, another suay thing. My left middle finger had infection. =.=
Amazon keep saying "Point somemore la! Later rot." LOL! So now my finger is dark purple and almost the whole finger is swollen. But luckily it's on my left hand, if not I really cannot write and draw. And I think I will be truely handicap. Haha! Went to see doctor this afternoon near CCK interchage. Wakao the doctor say it's infection and she will need to use needle and poke my finger so that she can squeeze out the thing inside. *forget the name le* There is no feeling when she poke but when she is squeezing the thing out, OH FUCK KNS! She keep pushing it with no mercy and it's so pain that I black out and nearly fainted. The thing and blood came out and I don't know why I will feel like vomiting. My finger now look super disgusting. Dark purple, black, red and all. Nice la. I feel super nua when I walk out of the room. Can't even walk la. But after resting awhile I felt better and at least I have the energy to walk to the carpark.

Bless my finger please! :D

The sweet yet hilarious love story between Alvin&MY

Kays,this is not what you guys are thinking. It's just a story that we modify for P03 Art of Story with the combination of Cinderella and Chipmunks. Today my group have me, Alvin, Corrine, Amanda and Val. We change the original story into a mordern, ridicules and super lame. The process of making this story is damn funny and we just anyhow bomb the ideas to Alvin cos he is typing down.

Here's the story:

Prince – Alvin
Cinderella – MY
Stepmother – Val
Stepsisters – 1st Corrine
- 2nd Amanda

Chipmunks – Simon – Royal cousins
- Theodore – Royal cousins

Alvin was busy chatting and video calling with 5 girls at the same time. The phone rang
” RING RING RING!”
A call from his royal cousin, Simon. He ask him to an event that was held at butter factory that night, Alvin immediately agreed. He quickly shut down all the conversations, immediately summoning all his beauty stylists to get him prepared for the event.

Before he reach the club, the club is already packed with crowd awaiting for his grand arrival and once he got out from the car, there is an amused expression on everyone’s face when they see him. Finally, he entered the club grandly with spotlights upon him, music blasting, crowd cheering and the party has started officially! But everyone was waiting for Alvin to start the first dance. Simon and Theodore were there too. Alvin saw a decent girl at a corner of the club and was interested in knowing her. He approached her and was asking her for the first dance. It was MY the Cinderella and she agreed to dance with him. Amanda and Corrine were furious when they saw MY dancing with Alvin. Val the stepmother has told Amanda and Corrine repeatedly that they must win the heart of Alvin. By doing so, they will be rich and famous.

After the first dance with MY, Alvin went to meet his royal cousins, Simon and Theodore, leaving MY behind. Amanda and Corrine followed Alvin and was trying to seduce him. When Alvin met Simon and Theodore, Amanda and Corrine were there too. They began to introduce themselves to each other and they became friends. Alvin was searching for My in the crowd for another dance.
“MingYuan...!” He found her.
However she didn’t stop. She kept running...
“Ding donggggg...” The bell struck at 12am
She was running as fast as she could. She tripped and fell and her gown was flipped over and Alvin saw her ‘Hot Pink G-String’. She continued running with embarrassment and leaving one of her crocs behind.
Alvin wanted to get her back but were stopped by Amanda and Corrine.
By then, Alvin has no sight of her and this mean that Alvin has no chance to take MY’s number.
By chance, Alvin see the crocs that MY left behind and he picked it up. Alvin went back to his table and had no mood to carry on partying. He ignored every girl who wants to know him, including Amanda and Corrine. Both of them decided to change their ‘Target” to Alvin’s royal cousins, Simon and Theodore.

Being sleepless all night, Alvin rushed to Simon’s house to ask about MY. Simon cannot remember who exactly she is so Simon gave Alvin the whole list of guest list and there was 100 over people who have attened. With the help of his cousin he mange to get all the address from the guest list. Next day he ask his cousin to accompany him to each house and ask those who attended the party to try on the crocs. He lost his hope when he searching more than 80 houses. At this point of time he have nearly given up hope, but he continue to search for MY, and finally he found MY he was over whelmed

Yet to what he had unexpected was, MY was hugging with another girl a bung! Then he realise all his efforts was a waste as MY was a lesbian! And Alvin decided to be a Gay!

The grammar of this story isn't perfect because we didn't had much time left so we just anyhow type it down.

Took some idiot photos using Cor's new Canon DSLR. Both Cor and Amanda bought Canon 500D only I buy Nikon D300s. It cost more than SGD2500 for the body only!!! ONLY THE BODY! Damn, but papa always wanted to buy a new DSLR so he just used me as an excuse to ask my mama for premission to buy one! Haha! =D



Look at Jared's expression. It's super classic when he took the photo with me!

I really love my bimbos lots to the max! Thanks for all the support and scold that 'beach' so nice and in such a HC manner. Although some people want us to stop everything but lets us just use a very interesting way to make my blog more happening. And ya, it's just another way for us to relief stress from PD. MUAHAHAHAHA!

Dogs&Bitches

Oh, what a wonderful morning! (:

It has been soooooooo long since I say or scolded someone on my blog. The feeling of saying someone in my blog is DAMN AWESOME LAAA!! I really enjoy it man! HAHA!

Yes yes, today's target is some dear friend of someone.

Well, I don't want to create a sandwich situation for that someone but I just want to say it out or else I won't feel good!! Ok, the story is like this. The dear friends keeping asking that someone to bring his new gf out with his friends and the dear friends are like demanding/ordering him to do so. Like die die also must bring the gf out for them to see. This is what his dear friend said:

"Mister.. you need to bring her out soon. Do it before sch reopens. UNDERSTAND?! :D"

Wawawa, I think if that someone really do so, then he is seriously a dog. Is not like I want to say bad things about the dear friends but this is really too much. So what if that someone is your good or even best friend? You have no rights to demand/order someone and where is your basic respect for people? Hello?! If you don't respect people, then I guess no one will respect you back. And, did you ever consider how the gf will feel? Well, obviously you didn't. (:

But one luckily thing is the dear friends are not the gf's friends, if not it will be more chaotic. You seriously won't want to mess with the gf cos she is not as simple as you think. And also, why must the gf listen to the dear friends? She isn't your dog.

There is a limit to everything even to your super close or best friends. Respect is the key point and please put yourself in other people's shoe okay?

CHEERS PEOPLE! =D

I'm just lying to myself..

Many people ask me "Are you okay?" when they know something bad happened to me. I will say "I'm fine" to them but actually, I don't think I'm fine at all. Ya I'm fine when I busy with something but sometimes I just can't stop thinking. The song above can describe how I feel..

Last friday, 09 Oct 2009 was the big day for us and grandma. I woke up at 7am and dad drive us down to AMK to stand by for 出殡. The live bands came at around 10am after eating breakfast with sis and bro-in-law at Mac. The live bands played songs in 意难忘 and 愛 and those were my grandms'a favourite shows and songs. They also played 世上只有媽媽好 and I almost cried when I heard it.
Before 出殡 we had more rituals to go through and I can see that my mum, aunts and some of my cousins especially girls cried during the ritual. I didn't cry because I keep holding my tears back.

And after the rituals, we wait for 2pm to come to send grandma her last journey. When the people ask all of us to look down onto the floor and carry the coffin out and put it on the car, I just suddenly cry. Because at that point of time, I can know that my ah ma is really leaving us, really.. I cried all the way when walking out to the road and while walking/sending her on the road. I stop crying half way cos it was really hot and the road is burning hot. Oh ya, we only wear a pair of thin socks and walk on roads.

So when we reach the cremation place and saw the coffin being pushed out from the car, the emotion I had that time is really very confusing. Seriously no words can describe. So the coffin is being pushed to the "door" of the cremator and all of us kneel in front of the offerings and stuff when the monks try to 念经. After that, all of us stand up and see the door opeen up and ah ma enters the cremator. And really, all of us including guys, cried and some shouted for my ah ma. The feeling was really awful and I never want to experience it anymore. The last funeral I attend was 10 years ago, my grandpa. I was only 8 at that time and obviously I can't remember much things. But now it's different, I'm 18 now. I'm big enough to think, to understand things and I can remember more things now.

Just like that, ah ma went into the cremator and that's it. She's gone, forever. I can never drink the soup she cook and play mahjong with her anymore.

My grandma, Toh Eng, passed away at 05 Oct 2009, 9.36am at Tan Tock Sheng Hospital at the age of 73 years old.





Once again, I'm so sorry to him. I don't really have the mood to blog about our happy things. But I'm really very happy on sunday and I am also very crazy over him. Loves! <3

I love you and miss you so much..

Yes, the name with the red underline is mine. It appeared on the news paper few days ago but it is definitely not a good thing. Look at the picture below and you will know why..


Bingo, is my grandmother. I had been busy for the funeral and school these few days and I hardly had time to update my blog. Damn fucking shag also. Lots of things happen in the first week of school and no words can describe how I feel now or for things that happened in this week.

First day of school was fun but the worst thing in my life happened on the same day. I went to visit my grandmother at TTS on the day before the first day of school which is Sunday, 04 Oct 2009. She looks super weak and uncomfortable. Some of my relatives cried when they see how my grandmother is going through all the sufferings. Doctor says that if we decided not to send her to ICU, she only left these few days. So my uncles decide that just let her go off naturally rather than extending her life using machines and stuffs. It will only add on to her suffering which is obviously worse la!

On the first day of school, I'm in the same group with Cor, Amanda, Dave and Cordy. It was fun and it totally don't have the feeling that I am actually in a new class!! HAHA! During the first break, sis send me sms said that ah ma cannot make it, ask us to go TTS now. I called mum and she say I just stay for lesson can already. Back to the class and while having class discussion, sis send me another sms again. This time round is worse. Before I received the sms, I was laughing with my classmates about something until stomach ache. But after reading the sms my sis sent me saying that my ah ma passed away, I immediately burst into tears in class. I felt damn helpless and I just called Pretty to tell him this thing. I was crying really bad when I call him and I can't really speak clearly when crying. LOL! But ya, he knows.

Pretty accompanied me on monday after school at town just to stop me from thinking about it in case I cry again. Went to watch Phobia 2 and it was boring. Then blah blah blah~

Headed down to AMK for the funeral straight after school on tuesday and wednesday and Pretty came over to RP and send me home on tuesday. Awww, how sweet of him. LOLOLOL! I'm seriously tired after playing with my nephews over there but they are cute and lovely. Took some photos of Elson eating tibbits with the thing all over his face. Cute! (:

And ya, more photos of the funeral will be up if there is.




I really really want to thank Pretty to be there for me when I am really down and depressed. Seriously love him alot and I can see that he is trying his best to cheer me up. I don't know what else to say other than saying thank you to you. I love you so much my dear. Really thanks alot. <3

baka desu

Yipee!! Timetable and class roster are out and, I got my elective!!! WOOTZ! But Amanda didn't get it, sad for her. Amanda and I chose the same elective but weird, I thought we STA students will have priority to our own school's elective. My elective class only got 7 STA students, the rest are from other schools. WTF. Like so not fair to her. And the elective class also have a lot of year3 students. ZZZ

Ya, I all 5 days are at E24D. So lucky! And also, I have a lot of friends in the same class with me!! Like Corrine, Amanda, Danny, Johnboy, Alvin, Beth, Dave and Cordy. Alvin, my partner, will be with me for the whole week!! Which means I can see him everyday and he got no reason to pon school anymore!! But sad, Cindy and Jinghui are still in E24E. -_-

Just went to LEO just now and saw the announcement under T206 Expression of Form. It says we need to bring our own stuffs and we are not allowed to share it.
Here is the list:
1. A4 size sketchbook
2. Pencils (pls bring a range of different leads, 2B-4B)
3. Ruler (preferably metal)
4. Penknife
5. Scissors
6. Masking Tape
7. Black Marker Pen
8. White Glue
9. Eraser
10. Drawing Board
11. Plastic Folder (A4)

Like so retard, drawing board cannot share?! The rest of the things we cannot share I can understand. But drawing board, WTF?! There are so many papers inside one drawing board, why cannot share? OMG, RP or rather STA or rather facilitators are BAKA! tsktsktsk.

GONE CASE!

Sweetest.

We make each other cry, smile and laugh. You did a lot of silly things that touched me, although some can be really random.

"When you turn 18, lets have our first baby"

I know this is impossible and you said this out of randomness, but I still think that it is really sweet. You cried like a kid when I say something touching to you and at that point of time, I really feel like hugging you. Don't know since when you're so important to me. I'm not a person that will say sweet things very often so hope you can understand me. <3

I know 09Oct is still very long but no choice, none of us can bring the date forward. You are perfect for me, I don't only go for good looking ones. Say one more time and you will have wet dream again! (:

Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away.
- Dorothy Parker




Those who watched Hana Yori Dango should know this song, loves! ^^

WTF

FUCK RP LEO! WTH is wrong with my grades? 3 UT4? I'm not on LOA!! And when I click on the X, it shows "Cannot find UT Session, did you take the UT using paper?"

Lousy RP with lousy principal. Tsktsktsk *shake head*

I am totally stunned when I saw this. ZOMFG!